some thoughts

I am a boring person. People cannot understand how I could repeat doing the same things time and time again. For example, I like watching the same music videos for lots of times. Each time I can find something new. But here I don't want to go deeper in taking about the music, since I am not an expert. Sometimes I think, how those men can keep on playing the same instrument, the same kind of music for more than 30 years. Actually, people who are not so devoted will turn to others sooner or later, leaving those really great men. This may not purely because of love, but also their insistence to achieving perfect. So are the scientists. What they are doing always make me feel shame. It just like that I am taking a long dormancy, if not a regress. I am trying very hard to wake up myself. There will be no excuse.